January 2012
2011, i know we had our fair share of disagreements, but i believe you put me on the right track. thanks for that.
2012, i’m not expecting anything from you, but i’m hoping you won’t disappoint. i’m excited to see what you have in store.
December 2011
off to cali til the 11th. i get to see you soon darling, just 2 weeks.
if you were a castle i’d be your moat, and if you were an ocean i’d learn to float.
i still haven’t packed yet and i leave in 12 hours. oops.
laying in bed curled up, watching the king’s speech and eating chocolate ice cream. great combination i’d say.
i really just want someone to keep me company while i’m bed-ridden.
mono and strep tests both came back negative while i’m here progressively getting more sick. i have another blood test scheduled after i get back from cali to test for mono again though. until then i’ll continue to not eat and feel like complete shit.
i’m exhausted, i’m sick, and i’m depressed.
i don’t know if i’ve ever longed for another person as much as i do for you right now. please come here.
here comes another sleepless night.
just got back from my appt. they tell everyone with my symptoms this i bet, but i have a “possibility” of having mono and strep, wonderful. the only reason this is pissing me off so much is that i can’t eat or drink ANYTHING without it hurting. it’s just so frustrating. i won’t even find out for sure what’s wrong until a day before i leave for california, so my...
this is honestly the worst i’ve felt in months.
i’ve never felt so shitty. what the fuck is wrong with me?
11 hour days at work are not fun.
i just wrote this song, it’s sung to the happy birthday tune:
Merry Christmas to me,
My girlfriend’s Macauley,
She’s something pretty special,
and a freaking cutie.
the butterflies i’m getting from these texts is unreal. i’ve never been happier.
this american horror story marathon is just what i needed.
My girlfriend’s sooo pretty :)
my girlfriend’s on her way yayaya! i should probably shower now so i don’t smell like a wet dog covered in chemicals…
off to carrabba’s for dinner with my family. can’t wait to dig into some nice calamari.